Conscious Creator

The awareness of physical reality is subconsciously endowed.
A vast field of energy is accessible to the beacon of the mind,
which calls out incessantly as it parrots the cycle of existence.
What can we learn from what we have already created?
How can we shift our awareness from past to possibility?
I have crossed many seas of destruction.
Waves and waves of suicide churning me back to dust,
yet still, I exist. I have made a thousand Me’s
all superfluous in nature. How hilarious I find this to be.
How preposterous have my struggles been that I have
allowed them to tie myself into knots, restricting the true
fluidity of my spirit with such absurdity. If I can glean
from these identities the trueness of my Being, then perhaps
I can create with purpose, and bend these realities to my likeness.
Let me Be then, exactly what it is I desire, and from that energy,
create a world the likes of which I have never yet seen!

“If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.” – Nikola Tesla

“As above, so below, as within, so without, as the universe, so the soul…” – Hermes Trismegistus

Meditation – the Power of silencing the mind.

~~ Your mind is a reality generator.

Mental silence is abundantly charged with Power. The negation of negative thought is found in silence, and it is what all the great meditators learn as they cross the wide chasm between thought and silence. Protection abounds there. If you learn to choose for yourself, either only loving, positive thoughts that stimulate and grow the outward manifestation of your life in ways that serve you, or, when negativity is looming within your mind, to instead harness that power of neutrality within the silence, then you will find the ability to create your own life in ways that serve your own positive desires. And since like attracts like, you will attract what you Are. The dualistic nature of our world is true divinity itself. The freedom to choose and create as you desire, whether that be destructive or constructive is all within your godlike nature to produce. Once you hold yourself accountable to the vibratory nature of your own thoughts, and you begin to truly understand the creative force of each and every thought, you will understand the power of your own Being.

Untamed Eden

there was so much death
rattling me to my core.
there was no surviving that
quake. it shook every piece of
me lose. I floated away, my image
dissipating as though I be a fine
mist over a hot flame. that was
the end of the me that I made.
when I rose out of that hot hell
I was unrecognizable. many fled
my presence. I stood on a new
foundation. Solid. Myself. and
even those that returned, seeking
me, could not see Me through My
new mantle. they turned forlorn,
long faces set in dismay, and I watched
as they retreated back to their own
illusions. Death is a fine thing. an
unwrapping of old tales. an
undoing. how hard we’ve worked
to create such a lie as one life lived.
I slapped myself so hard, I shattered
my own mask, Unleashing the great
Fire that had been smoldering beneath.
it was as though I Be a god
set ablaze within an untamed Eden,
rotten apples strewn at My unsoiled feet,
and the echoing sound of My
own laughter as it charred the garden
back to the dust from which I came.

~~ who put the fear of god in you? who made you afraid of your own Self?